It’s hard when you go on and on in your blog about trying to simplify your life and find some balance and then you realize your blog isn’t super high on your priority list. And that you have to step back for a bit. Take a blogging break.
It’s not that I don’t love writing here. I really do. I never realized how much fun pounding out these posts could be. Now I’m only 10% embarrassed when I tell people I have a blog, down from 65% embarrassed when I started. (C’mon, blogging just sounds so self-indulgent, so ego-centrical. Even the word itself is silly. Blog. Blooooog. BLAHg. Blah.)
So, as I was saying, I’m truly enjoying my online journaling experience, but I’ve had to step back because right now I’m in over my head. Normally, I’m pretty good about taking on a limited amount of projects at any given time, because I know myself. I get stressed out. Stress makes me get sick. Then I fall further behind and I end up more stressed. It’s a vicious cycle. And right now, everything just kind of fell in to my lap all at once and there aren’t enough double-fudge brownies in the world to take the edge off.
This month I’m working on some websites, which is always a fun change of pace. Except when a whole bunch need to be done all at once, like this month (well, technically last month). And I have a mid-term this week and I am woefully unprepared. And in the midst of this, I’ve started my La Leche League Leadership training.
In response, I’ve been going to bed early with the girls. I call it the ostrich-strategy. If I close my eyes, everything will be better in the morning. It’s not necessarily an effective strategy, but I don’t have a lot of energy to focus on a better one.
Right now I’m just trying to get through a few days at a time. This week I have a midterm. The week after that, I need to knock off a couple more websites. Then maybe I’ll buy myself a book as a reward.
That all being said, life is pretty grand right now. I’m excited to finally get started on my LLL training. I’m happy about the potential of a new homeschooling group that we could be starting up with some women that I really admire. I’m enjoying the new home church that our family has been attending and the friendships that could start there. There are so many new people in my life, which is such a blessing because I often feel so lonely.
But back to the daily chronicling of my life via the Internet – how do I keep at it with so little time? Friends who post regular online reflections: what do you do when you don’t have time to write? I’m toying with the idea of using Instagram more for the month, or possibly signing up (a bit late, I know – just trying to be consistent throughout my life) for the 30 Days of Lists and posting those. Any suggestions?
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